Suddenly I See!!
Wednesday, September 16th, 2009





A quick goodbye to my beloved grandfather (Pop Pop) a loyal worker for NASA (which poisoned his lungs with Asbestosis) a lifelong farmer, an all around good ‘ole boy, a recovered alcoholic and my only real father: Raphael S. Lowe.
And hello to the thousands of you still checking in from Google images. I left that last post up as a kind of welcome and hello. Say hello in more detail at amovingtrain@gmail.com
Since my unexpected return to the suburbs I have been reminded of how seductive this insane culture is.
I was talking to my best friend a few years ago on the phone; we were talking about the stress of daily life. Something I often say when thinking about the stress of working jobs we hate, sitting in traffic and so on is, “I’m just going to run away and join the Indians.”
Which he responded within one second with, “Yeah, if you want to freeze to death in the winter or starve.” As if indigenous people were just rolling around in near freezing mud eating their own finger nails before the glorious liberators of Europe came to “Civilize” them!
Another moment with my buddy was when we mutually witnessed the sight of automated check-outs at his local grocery store for the first time. I sighed and said, “Another job and life down the drain.” To which he said, “No. It’s progress. Things are getting easier everyday.”
And he’s right. Ish. It is more convenient…if you can afford to shop there. I’ll have to finish this train of thought tomorrow night.
Back to my slide back to the suburbs:
No matter how horrific the obvious reality of the world is, suburban, “middle class” culture spins it all as an undeniable, positive march towards a dreamland. Where, “WHAT APPEARS IS GOOD; WHAT IS GOOD APPEARS.”–Guy Debord
So back while I was daily driving to work through Bethesda Maryland, I heard this song almost everyday and thought of my friend’s response to our moments together. Here is the song and after my response:
Everything is going to be OK, you see, suddenly I see
Sea to shining sea, a hill and a shining city, always new always free
To view the march of Progress everything is out of sight!
And out of mind. The experts say that there’s plenty of time so I’m gonna get mine
So suddenly I see, so free, just me; and you just me
Just “gimmie gimmie!”
Just don’t look in the periphery

MUCH more tomorrow.












Emma Goldman sez, “Someone has said that it requires less mental effort to condemn than to think.”








